Poems I've Written since 6/19

Zen
on June 19. © All rights reserved

Transcendence,
so close- yet galaxies away
sufferings of today
I create for myself.

Answers,
I have them all
but fear consumes me and I
collapse under the possibilities.

Interrupting,
my own sacred flow
with outside nonsense
and self destructive games.

Yearning,
for where I'm heading,
yet it seems I cannot get out
of my own damn way.

Serenity,
mine when I'm ready.
It waits quietly under
the cherry blossoms in my soul.

Questioning,
What if I was really fine?
What if things would turn out great?
What if I fulfill the life I was meant to lead?

Embodied,
My heart overflows my mind,
My feet float amongst lotus petals...
Cherry blossoms landing upon my shoulders in the breeze.









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Cherry Flavored
on June 19. © All rights reserved

Sheer blue asphalt,
Bribes me for my grass,
A room full of red rubbers,
Is all that he asks.

Mild intoxication,
In a world that's grey and square,
Purple tennor bagpipes,
Guess I could dare to share.












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Silk Wrapped Stars
on June 19. © All rights reserved


She dances,
amongst the smoke-filled
galaxies, singing
songs of freedom and pixie
sticks. Swaying
to the rhythm within.
Spreading her dreams
across the night sky
for all to feel.








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Surely I Must've Told You
on June 23. © All rights reserved

Surely I must've told you,
I can be quite the bitch,
before the sun is fully awake.
I'm gonna need a latte,
and a smile, before it's safe.

Surely I must've told you,
About my special chair,
My pouting chair... say some
But really... it's mama's nest-
happiest when full of squirming baby birds.

Surely I must've told you,
I cry when I'm tired, and
overwhelmed and I've forgotten to eat.
All i need is a hug and a sandwich,
Just remind me to take a deep breath.

Surely I must've told you,
I will entertain you endlessly,
Except when I've gotten lost-
wandered into the closet of despair,
and someone has shut the door behind me.

Surely I must've told you,
I always follow the rules, live by the law.
Except when I don't agree that is.
I always wear my seat belt, while I
am driving home to twist one up.

Surely you must've known,
I'm the most beautiful contradiction.


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Chasm
on June 23. © All rights reserved

You gave me depth...
You were the inspiration,
I craved.
My midnight liquid chaos.
My drug of choice,
A nightmare I longed to have.















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Whore
on June 23. © All rights reserved

Your pretty. fake.

empty. ((eyelashes))

D e v o u r

Me.

Calling to me...

Love me... Forever&Ever

Your tainted b_e_a_u_t_y

stains my forgotten soul.

Cry your {plastic}

t
e
a
r
s...

S h a t t e r

the *stars* you snuck into my eyes,

I was already

b r o k e n


when our hearts c/o/l/l/i/d/e/d.














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Om
on June 25. © All rights reserved

Cross-legged,

I inhale.

Toes tingling,

Belly expanding,

Heart lifting.

Exhale...

letting go,

demons diminishing,

terror trickling away...

Love overcomes me.










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Poppycock
on June 26. © All rights reserved


When your tears overflow,
I'd always want you to know,
I would be right by your side,
I'd be your safe place to hide.

Look me deep in my eyes,
Don't act like those others guys,
I should feel it in your touch,
Don't make it seem like I'm asking too much.

It shows me that I don't matter,
All in all it's just mindless chatter,
You dont see me, you just look right through,
One of these days, maybe, I'll try it on you.

Take a deep breath, fall into your body,
Dont sit there so limp, acting all snotty.
I jump and spin flips just to get you to notice
Then I'm left, disappointed... to sit on my lotus.

When you say,
"I love you" from
your head and not your heart...

Your words have no meaning to me.




























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Masquerade
on June 30. © All rights reserved


her hands

grasp

my face


molten core churning


chills of lust

excite me

thrills of you

ignite me


you're delicate

and strong....as you lean in

for the first time























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Expression
on June 30. © All rights reserved

Truth,
flows raw,
from my fingertips.

Cleansing my soul,
turning boulders to sand,
to cushion my steps to freedom.







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L i l i t h
on June 30. © All rights reserved

This dragon hides
In my soul...
Permeates my being.

Scratching
at the
stitches of my sanity.

Standing guard
of my glistening heart...
Forcing you away.